Am I crazy, going out of my mind with grief, for absolutely no reason? I went to my ultrasound, today. I am 19 weeks and 4 days pregnant, and just found out I am having a beautiful baby boy, for whom everything seems to be in good working order. And he’s hung.
I should be joyous, bragging to everyone… But the one thing plaguing my mind is what that doctor said about my weight. Everyone swears I’m underweight… But all things considering, I’d say I’ve been at a pretty healthy weight since puberty. I’m just short of 5 foot 4, and generally weigh about 92-96 pounds. I’m sure that sounds tiny, but unhealthy? Underweight? I ate regularly, never had hormone imbalances, never was told my thin state was anything other than acceptable… UNTIL RECENTLY.
I’ve been to doctors my entire life, for a condition called Limited Scleroderma(look it up, future post coming). Now, why in fuck’s sake would a doctor not tell me if I were too thin, too unhealthy, too malnourished? Wouldn’t something show in the hundreds of blood tests I’ve had?
Obviously, I’ve not changed. Doctors’ policies, however, have. Because the world’s diets and lifestyles have made the world into fat fucking pigs and skinny disgusting bitches, I obviously have to be grouped into one category. Fuck you, society. I am fine how I am.
30 Day Photography Challenge: Day 6 - From A Low Angle
So, a continuation of my last project. Just picking it up whenever seems to fit in my busy schedule of being pregnant. I’m starting month 5 soon, and I can’t wait! This picture was a few weeks ago… BEFORE I blew up…
Needless to say, my day is not quite over… But this woman TOPS the charts for now.
Scenario: Mother and I driving. Girl pulls out in front of us. Girl begins braking repeatedly in the smooth flow of the traffic. We see her on her phone, the entire time… TEXTING! It must have been a long ass text cause this proceeded for the next few minutes. Finally Mom gets a break in the passing lane and I notice her window is open. I open my window and put on my crazy face…
ME:GET THE FUCK OFF YOUR PHONE!!!!
This woman makes me wet. It’s ridiculous how good looking she really is, and she has some intensely classical features that many people envy and adore.
30 Day Photography Challenge - Day 3: Clouds
I don’t have much to say about this one. The clouds looked fantastic, and I caught myself as I was staring at them. I wish my expression were more dramatic, but I guess the look of dumbfounded wonder works just as well.